Just, Don't.



Okay. 
I'll spill everything now and I mean everything.
I recalled someone calling me an angel.

Stranger : But are an angel like girl

You, do you even know me that well~? I'm sorry. If you don't really know me, don't call me an angel because I'm not. Really I am not. I'm just an imperfect human whose heart is already crushed and maybe I won't smile after this.
I'm a socialite. If you don't know what the hell it means, it means that socialites are people that who loves to socialize. It's also known as clique too. Because we have our own group that are in the same group as us.
Why am I telling you all of this~? It's because I love to socialize with people around me.
And it sorta backs up the fact that I'm not an angel. Maybe to some people yes, but you wouldn't wanna call me an angel once you all know what kind of people I used to be friends with.
I admit I do socialize like the Hilton sisters, but that's way too long ago. 
But I promise you, I never did those things.
Allah masih sayangkan Hana, sebab tu Hana tak hidup tesasar biarpun dikelilingi dengan orang yang gemar bersosial. Emm, korang faham2 jelah camner orang gemar 'bersosial' tu camner~ xP

And the ironic thing is, I missed my old life. I missed socializing way too much. I missed my life at KK.So much that I wanted to move back there oh so badly, but mommy won't let me~ -pouts-
You know what, this sucks.
Okay fine, I just have to bear this pain for another year and chiao~! 

So please, don't call me an angel because I'm not.
Honestly speaking, you guys havn't seen the real Hana Najwa yet. Because if you do, you might be running away from me. Or maybe afraid to be friends with me.
The reason why~? You know how snobbish can rich kids get right~?
If you do, then you already have your answer.
If you wanna know more in detail. Go get your copy of "7 Hari Mencintaiku" by Siti Rosmizah.
The main character or as I like to call her the heroine, Mia Adriana~?
I'm just like her.
But when I told my friends I'm like her, they didn't believe me. At all.
Stranger : You're just like her~? Are you joking me~?
I don't have time for jokes now dearie. I don't to joke around. 
But I take it you already rad it right~?
Good -smirks-
Now you know who is the girl named H a n a N a j w a.

But if you noticed something bout me now, I fake my smiles. If you see me smiling after this, it may be not as genuine. At least not as genuine as it used too.
I'm not the bubbly girl you used to know.
I bet some of you didn't know this, but it;s the truth :'DD

silence is a girl’s loudest cry. you can always tell she’s hurt when she starts ignoring you..

Can I have someone like him~? -pouts-
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