Just, Please.

Okay, just let me get straight to the point fellas. I'm frustrated with everybody. So frustrated that I don't think I can finish accounting with my heart being crush into pieces.
And oh, Happy New Year to all Muslims out there. I bet you started the the year with high hopes and dreams and some may started the year with a BANG~! Right~?
The reason why I'm posting this in English is because some of you may not understand what I'm saying. Good for me, don't bothering reading this to the end okay~? Don't bother consoling me guys -smirks-

All I ever wanted is for you to not love me dearly, but to be on my side when I needed you. But no, what you do is push me aside and ignore me.

So thanks lahh. I've thought long and hard before I came to this conclusion. I wanna move back to KK, because there's where my hapiness is. Because to be honest, I'm not really that happy staying here.

Ada kawan pun kawan untuk bergelak tawa je, kawan untuk menangis takde. Hah ambik kau, Hana dah keluarkan isi hati Hana.
Ya Hana ni memang jahat, tapi sejahat jahat manusia pun takkan Hana tak boleh rasa kebahagiaan walaupun sebesar hama~?

Don't even bother stopping me because I know you never cared. And yeah, I don't think I could do accouting. Silap silap nanti tak hantar jugak benda tu. Haha, padan muka engkau~!
Tak pasal pasal engkau hilang 20 markah dengan begitu mudah sahaja kan~?

Well I envy everyone whose year started with aplomb -smiles weakly-
But there's a price I have to give up, if I do move back, I guess I have to live with dear daddy. Ughh, never mind. I guess if being there makes me happy, I don't really mind it.
I missed everything that is there, everything. Especially my bestie Cyra, I think she's the only one who understand me. She knows everything about me and yeah we're the tough cookie bestie because the both of us are dead on honest and we are sorta boy-ish in our own way.
Even she knows regarding my family matters because we share the same faith but only a bit different.
Not everyone knows what daddy did that made me hate him.

Stranger : Eh tak baik tau kata camtu. Dia kan ayah awak~?

You, shut up~! You don't know what he did. Awak takde hak nak mengata orang. Lagipun bukannya awak tahu apa berlaku, and don't even dare asking. Nanti awak menyesal.

I missed KK, I missed my old school, our driver and I missed sea the most :'(
Can't I just fly back there~?
Pretty please.

P.S : Don't bother consoling me lahh, sebab korang bukan kisah sangat kan~? 

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