God, I'm so NERVOUS about next week's debate.
I mean it's my first time debating and to make matters worse, I'm the first speaker.
How cool is that?! 
Before this, I didn't feel nervous at all. I thought it was just 'speaking and arguing over a matter' , but now that I've studied about it, it's really not what I thought it is.
Dear God, please give me the strength and courage to do this.
I couldn't just chicken out, hell no. I'm the secretary of the english club, I've got to show my juniors so that  I can show a good example to them.
God~ I'm so nervous that even I have isomnia~~