sorry for the late posting...
I don't have a good material to write on my blog, although there are many things happening in the K-POP world right now...such as 2PM's Junsu & Wooyoung, DBSK's J.Y.J, Lee Joon Ki is going to the military and many more..the thing is, I don't have time being online, due to extra class, studies n stuff...
back to the topic...

why everything I do is so wrong in my mother's eye?? till now, I don't have the answer to that question...
why I'm always the bad guy in the eyes?? I just don't get it...
every time I use the net, she would go "you would sit in front of the computer for hours and you don't study...." blah blah blah...and it would hurt my feelings...
I do study, but the thing is, they don't don't know when...because I don't like the fact that I'm studying/doing my homework in front of her/them...
and when the time I would study she would be like "you study for like a couple of minutes and yet you would sit in front of the computers for hours and hours" --well, I don't use the internet always, I distance myself away from the computer for a couple of days and then I only use it for 2 hours after days/weeks for not checking my social status ex. facebook, friendster, twitter and stuff...

my heart hurts because of her....even the things that I'd swear I'd never do, she'll accuse me for doing it...just imagine if you're in my shoes...you didn't do something but you got accuse doing it...don;t you feel hurt??

I just hate it.....I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why you'd give birth to me????? why didn't you just kill me when I was a baby??? so that you could scold me, accuse me, humiliate me...and what else?? torture me mentally??? you always think you're the "only" one who's hurting but I'm hurt BECAUSE OF YOU...--to be continued--

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