Since this is MY blog, I shall write whatever I want...

I thought this was the best decision that was ever made..moving.
I don't have troubles with moving but, I truly [till now] have a hard time adjusting to the surrondings...

After moving, I feel homesick...although moving back to my mother's roots is home to her and to me...is my-long-awaited home.
Alot of things happen after we started moving.

CRISIS.CURIOUSITY.[wanna] CLAIM

3 things...

As for school...
I hate it, well not really but the only thing I hated here is the boys. and the people. i'm not here to say bad things to people, but when they do thing to me which i truly and deeply can't accept. THAT'S IT

they could be so rude and yet so not consideredrate minded. which i have a very hard time on adjusting...

and when they made me cry, i'll always depend on my ex. cuz he's an open minded, honest and a caring guy. although we're now just friends. i'll always tell him my problems..it's not like i don't have people around me, i have my mum and my sister but the thing is telling him is alot comfortable than my family...

he'll be like "don't cry, i don't like to see you like this. forget about them. they're just wasting your time and sometimes life is like this, you have to endure to for the sake of being stronger and more mature. i know you're a strong girl and you can get through this"

and to be honest, remembering him makes me cry. not because he had hurt me[which in my life, never!] but i'm crying because of our sad or you could call it our tragic love story[this sounds like Rain's Love Story ENG. VER] because he is the one who understands me, who loves me dearly and who is considerate of me.

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and one day...


"do you still love me?" he asked
"to be honest, yes"
"oh..."
"why do you ask?"
"i've moved on"
"oh"
"when?"
"a long time ago..."
"when is 'a long time ago?'"
"just a month ago"

i'm not upset cuz he'd moved on but i'm upset he didn't tell me. at all.
i've loved him alot to him go but forgetting him is a very hard task...

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and yet now we've moved on from friends to lovers and from lovers to friends...


Yours Always,
hana ^_^

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